It’s funny how sometimes I can feel like a totally capable adult while at the same time feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing and am doomed to failure.<\/p>\n
Ok, maybe I don’t feel those ways at the same time; maybe I seesaw back and forth.<\/p>\n
Work is good, I suppose, but work is challenging. Right when I feel like I have something figured out and everything’s going my way, something else comes up or is said or whatever that makes me feel like a rookie and feel like I’m not measuring up.<\/p>\n
Last week I finally, finally<\/em>, started to make a little traction with the renovations and the move. This week is the week of visits to the principal’s office. Not literally, of course, but instead meetings called by higher-ups to “touch base”. I hate them. I feel like they’re being called because the highers aren’t happy and I always go into such meetings nervous.<\/p>\n It’s all in my head, of course, but it doesn’t feel that way. I just need confidence.<\/p>\n How do I get it?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" It’s funny how sometimes I can feel like a totally capable adult while at the same time feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing and am doomed to failure. Ok, maybe I don’t feel those ways at the same … Continue reading